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Labels: anorexia, binge, bingeing, binging, bulimia, death, eating disorder, eating disorders, gastric rupture, neurogenic shock, pro ana, pro mia, purge, purging
"BRYAN BIXLER IS THRIVING! [UPDATE: JULY 12, 2015]"
"ANOREXIA TURNED ME INTO AN OLD LADY..."
RACHEL & CLARE WALLMEYER: THE WALLMEYER TWINS HAVE DIED IN A FIRE...[UPDATED AUGUST 27, 2012]
VOGUE ITALIA ROCKS THE CURVES ON ITS JUNE COVER...
TONI'S STORY: "I AM FIGHTING THIS BATTLE ON MY OWN...I AM TRYING TO LIVE."
LEANN RIMES TWEETS SHE'S "COMPLETELY HEALTHY"...
CRYSTAL RENN: SLIP SLIDING AWAY...
RUTH'S STORY: "I KNOW THE DARK PLACE ONE MUST BE IN TO BE SELF-DESTRUCTIVE."
RILEY'S STORY: "I'M A 15 YEAR OLD BOY...AND HAVE BEEN SUFFERING FROM AN EATING DISORDER."
BULIMIA QUICKLY CLAIMS ANOTHER VICTIM: REST IN PEACE, KYLIE
MARIE CARO, THE MOTHER OF ISABELLE CARO, COMMITS SUICIDE
MRIANA'S STORY: "I TOOK CONTROL OF MY LIFE, REFUSING TO LET ANYONE ELSE DO IT FOR ME."
EMMA'S STORY: "ALL I EVER WANTED WAS LOVE."
SHAYE'S STORY: "MY BULIMIA BATTLE AND RECOVERY."
VAL'S STORY: "I WAS NEVER DIAGNOSED WITH DEPRESSION OR BIPOLAR BUT I KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG."
BELLE'S STORY: "DO NOT LET 'ANA' OR 'MIA' INTO YOUR LIFE. THEY WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE."
ELIS'S STORY: "CHEW AND SPIT WAS PART OF MY EVERYDAY HABIT."
ISABELLE CARO: REST IN PEACE, DEAR ISABELLE (1982 - 2010)
TERESA'S STORY: "...IT IS POSSIBLE TO RECOVER, BE HEALTHY AND GET SOME RELIEF FROM THE ED VOICE."
SHANNICE'S STORY: "I'M NOT ANOREXIC. I'M NOT BULIMIC. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM."
CHLOE'S STORY: "MY TWIN SISTER DEVELOPED BULIMIA WHEN SHE WAS 13 YEARS OLD. I AM ANOREXIC."
NATALIA'S STORY: "I HAVE EVERYTHING AND I STILL FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO BE THIN TO BE LOVED."
NATASHA'S STORY: "BEFORE TAHAYNA PASSED AWAY SHE SAID TO ME, 'NO MATTER WHAT, STAY STRONG...'"
JOY'S STORY: "HOW SECRECY TURNED A DIET INTO THE REST OF MY LIFE IN A MATTER OF DAYS."
NATASHA'S STORY: "I WAS RAISED THINKING I HAD NO WORTH, NO PLACE IN THIS WORLD."
MAY'S STORY: "THE OTHER GIRLS IN RECOVERY WERE ANGELS...I CALL THEM SISTERS OF SORROW."
LIZA'S STORY: "MY LIFE WAS SAVED BY A STRAY CAT..."
DENISA'S STORY: "I ESCAPED. AND CONTINUED IN MY MADNESS."
ANA'S STORY: "I'M LIKE A BROKEN LITTLE BIRD WHO NEEDS SOME LOVE AND CARE..."
JAN'S STORY: "I HOPE YOU'LL ALSO FIND OUT ONE DAY THAT LIFE'S WORTH TO BE LIVED."
STARVATION = SKIN & BONES = DEATH
A PLEA FOR HELP FROM TASHA, A 12-YEAR-OLD GIRL...
OLIVER'S STORY: "BEING A MAN, I FEARED I WOULD NOT BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY..."
MORGAN'S STORY: "MY WHOLE LIFE I'VE NEVER BEEN 'BLACK ENOUGH' OR 'GOOD ENOUGH...'"NAOMI'S STORY: "BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN GET OUT OF THIS!"
KAREN ELIZABETH'S STORY: "THE GUN HAD BEEN LOADED FOR A LONG TIME..."
JEREMY GILLITZER: A SHADOW OF HIS FORMER SELF [Update: REST IN PEACE, JEREMY]
SIMEONS' PROTOCOL & THE DANGEROUS hCG DIETARGY'S STORY: "MY DAY TO DAY WITH THIS MONSTER THAT LIVES INSIDE OF ME FOR OVER 8 YEARS..."
MIKAYLA'S STORY: "I AM CONSTANTLY FIGHTING A BATTLE BUT I WILL NEVER LET ANA WIN."
NATALIA VODIANOVA, WILL YOU STEP UP TO THE PLATE?
DID YOU KNOW THAT THE 3rd LEADING CAUSE OF DEATH FOR THOSE BETWEEN THE AGES OF 15 AND 24 IS SUICIDE?
BULIMIA: A MOTHER SHARES ON FILM THE LIFE AND DEATH OF HER BULIMIC DAUGHTER, MELISSA SARAHLYNN'S STORY: "MY MOM DIED A FEW MONTHS AGO FROM COMPLICATIONS FROM HER ANOREXIA" LARISSA'S STORY: "IT'S SO MUCH EASIER TO FALL INTO AN EATING DISORDER THAN TO GET BACK OUT AGAIN" VICKI'S STORY: "MY MUM DIED LAST WEEK. ED TOOK EVERYTHING FROM HER."
ANOREXIC, BULIMIC, PRO ANA / MIA? SOME TIPS, IF YOU WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS...[UPDATED WITH A COMMENT FROM BONYPINK]
ROBIN'S STORY: "I'M IN EATING-DISORDER PURGATORY"...
JESSE'S STORY: "I'M A NON-PURGING BULIMIC...EVERY BITE OF FOOD THAT CROSSES MY LIPS IS AN INDICTMENT."
LOULOU'S STORY: CON MAN STEALS MORE THAN FAMILY'S MONEY IN PHONY ED TREATMENT CENTRE SCAM...
NIINA: "DO YOU REMEMBER THE GIRL WE TEASED?"
AMY'S STORY: " I AM A GYM JUNKIE..."
HOW COULD ANY PRO-ANA FIND THESE PICTURES "THINSPIRATIONAL"?
CANADIAN DESIGNER, MARK FAST, BREAKS THE SIZE-O BARRIER...
CRYSTAL RENN ROCKS THE RUNWAY AT JEAN-PAUL GAULTIER SHOW...
NIINA'S STORY: "I'M STILL STUCK IN A VICIOUS CIRCLE..."
MALLORY'S STORY: "MY LIFE DIDN'T BEGIN WITH BULIMIA AND DIDN'T END WHEN I GOT HELP..."
IS KENDRA WILKINSON'S HEAD ON THE WRONG BODY?
JESSICA’S STORY: “A NEW HOPE THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO GLUE THE PIECES BACK TOGETHER…”
CRYSTAL'S STORY: "TEETERING ON THE BRINK..."
SKIN & BONES: THE MODELS ON LOVE MAGAZINE'S FEBRUARY COVERS
BEFORE SIZE ZERO: THE WAY WE WERE...
JANELLE'S STORY: "WHY IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME?"
KAREN-ANN COONEY: HER WORDS IN A VIDEO BEFORE HER TRAGIC DEATH...
RENNIE'S STORY: "I HOPE I GET HELP BEFORE I DIE."
EM'S STORY: "THIS IS NO WAY TO LIVE..."
THE EMACIATION OF RACHEL ZOE...
CYBER-BULLYING & THREATS ARE ALIVE AND WELL ON THE ZERO-CARB FORUM [UPDATED JANUARY 25, 2010]...
TESSA'S STORY: "MY TIME WILL COME TO TELL THE TRUTH..."
ANOTHER DEATH FROM ANOREXIA: REST IN PEACE, SUE...
WHEN SHE LOOKS IN THE MIRROR SHE SEES FAT...
KRISTY'S STORY: "ALL IS NOT LOST FOR ME..."
MANDY'S STORY: "AT THE END OF THIS ROAD, I MIGHT CATCH A GLIMPSE OF ME"
VELVET SCARLETT: AN UNFINISHED STORY...
PRO ANA? RESTRICTING? STARVING? THE FUTURE'S NOT PRETTY...
HOLLY'S STORY: BEAUTY...
FROM BULIMIA TO RECOVERY: ALEXIS'S JOURNEY...
JAC'S STORY: "IT WON'T ALLOW ME TO CONSUME, BUT IT CONSUMES ME"...
A CRY FOR HELP: CHARLI'S STORY...
PRO ANA? SOME MORE THINSPO FOR YOU...
TEARS ARE NOT ENOUGH: WHEN CRUELTY GOES BEYOND THE PALE
EATING DISORDERS DO NOT DISCRIMINATE: ALISHA'S STORY...
EATING DISORDERS & RECOVERY: ARIELLE'S "MANTRA"...
ERASING THE YEARS WITH PHOTOSHOP...
AN OPEN INVITATION: SHARE YOUR STORY, THOUGHTS, OPINIONS...
DEMI MOORE: A TALE OF A BALMAIN DRESS, A MISSING HIP, A BODY SNATCHER, AND A PHOTOCHOPPER
ANOREXIC TWINS: SONIA & JULIA'S STORY
THE SKINNY ON RALPH LAUREN & THE PHOTOSHOPPING DEBACLE...
WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE STUFF A SOCK IN KARL LAGERFELD'S PIE HOLE?
PROTRUDING VEINS...THE TWISTED, BLUE ROADMAP: IN VENAE VERITAS
THE LIGHTERLIFE DIET, STARVATION, AND ANOTHER DEATH...
ANYTHING YOU'D LIKE TO SAY TO "ANONYMOUS"?
CRYSTAL RENN: NO LONGER HUNGRY...
IN LOVING MEMORY: POLLY ANN WILLIAMS
KUDOS TO LIZZI MILLER, IN ALL HER UNPHOTOSHOPPED GLORY...
FROM ANOREXIA TO RECOVERY: TWINS, MONICA & GABRIELA IRIMIA (THE CHEEKY GIRLS)
I HAD ALWAYS THOUGHT THIS PICTURE WAS PHOTOSHOPPED...JEREMY GILLITZER: A SHADOW OF HIS FORMER SELF...
ANOREXIA, BULIMIA & THE MINNESOTA STARVATION EXPERIMENT
NOREEN'S AMAZING POST: "HOW ANOREXIA FOUND ME"
LAURA WILSON: FROM AN ANOREXIC BRIDE TO RECOVERY...
MADONNA HAS TAKEN HER FITNESS REGIME A LITTLE TOO FAR...
BULIMIC & USING SYRUP OF IPECAC TO PURGE? IT'S DEADLY...
MALE ANOREXIA: BRYAN BIXLER IS DYING...[UPDATED: January 30, 2011]
MALE ANOREXIA: ADAM JASIULEC BATTLES FOR HIS LIFE...
PRO ANA MIA ? LOOKING FOR THINSPIRATION ?
BULIMIC? SO YOU DON'T THINK PURGING WILL HARM YOU? THINK AGAIN...
ANOREXIA: ISABELLE CARO, STILL STICK THIN [UPDATED: REST IN PEACE, ISABELLE]
THE SHOCKING FACE OF ANOREXIA & BULIMIA...KARLENE IS SUFFERING TERRIBLY[UPDATED]
ANOREXIA: DANA, 8 YEARS OLD AND ANOREXIC
ANOREXIA: IN MEMORY OF ALICE RAE...
RACHEL & CLARE WALLMEYER: THE WALLMEYER TWINS BATTLE ANOREXIA & THE LAW...[UPDATED]
ANOREXIC, BULIMIC, PRO ANA / MIA? SOME TIPS, IF YOU WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS...
CURVES ARE BEAUTIFUL: CHLOE MARSHALL CROWNED MISS TEEN UK
ANOREXIA: A FEEDING TUBE COULD BE IN YOUR FUTURE...
ANOREXIA: REMEMBERING SAMANTHA & MICHAELA KENDALL (UPDATED: June 8, 2013
LAXATIVES: SWALLOWING EYE DROPS CAN KILL YOU...
KAREN CARPENTER: INTO THE SLIPSTREAM OF ANOREXIA & BULIMIA
KARLENE, MY HEART IS BREAKING...
BULIMIA: FRIEDA CURTIS, REST IN PEACE..
LARA FLYNN BOYLE DESPERATELY NEEDS HELP...
THE SECRET OBSESSION: CHEWING AND SPITTING...THE "CHEW-AND-SPIT DIET"
THE SHOCKING FACE OF ANOREXIA & BULIMIA...KARLENE IS IN HOSPITAL (NOVEMBER 10, 2008)
ANOREXIA & BULIMIA: THAT DOWNY HAIR IS CALLED "LANUGO"
ANOREXIA: LAUREN BAILEY BATTLES BACK FROM THE BRINK TO RECOVERY
PHOTOSHOPPING GONE MAD: THE SKINNY ON THE FAKE & REAL IMAGES OF MODELS ON THE INTERNET...
NOT SURE IF YOU HAVE AN EATING DISORDER? TAKE THIS QUIZ...
ANOREXIA AND BULIMIA: THE TRAGIC LIFE OF AIMEE MOORE [LATEST UPDATE: NOT GOOD NEWS...April 28, 2011)
TERRI SCHIAVO: BULIMIA & ITS DEADLY CONSEQUENCES...
PRO ANA / MIA: "NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS THIN FEELS"
BULIMIA KILLS.....WARNING! GRAPHIC PICTURES
SUPER SKINNY ME: THE SHOCKING BBC DOCUMENTARY
TO THE GIRL WHO SAID SHE "WANTS" TO BE ANOREXIC...(UPDATED)
OLANZAPINE: DRUG HELPS ANOREXICS GAIN WEIGHT...>
GERMAN FASHION INDUSTRY STEPS UP TO THE PLATE
AIMEE MOORE: DOES ALL THE MEDIA ATTENTION GLORIFY ANOREXIA & BULIMIA?
A BUM RAP: OUTRAGEOUS ATTACKS ON KAROLINA KURKOVA FOR BEING "TOO FAT"
THE LAST CUT IS THE DEEPEST: BLEEDING TO EASE THE PAIN...
BONES OF CONTENTION ON THE CATWALK...
ANA CAROLINA RESTON: SHE WAS YOUNG, BEAUTIFUL & STARVED TO DEATH
HELLO DARKNESS, MY OLD FRIEND...
ANOREXICS & BULIMICS: WONDERING WHAT THAT DOWNY HAIR IS ON YOUR NECK AND BODY?
THE DEADLY CONSEQUENCES OF BINGEING & PURGING...
PRO ANA & PRO MIA: THE RED & BLUE BRACELETS...
ANOREXIA & BULIMIA: THE HORROR OF GASTROPARESIS
WOMEN OVER 40 STARVING, BINGEING & PURGING...
ANOREXIA NERVOSA: ALARMING SUICIDE STATISTICS
BRIDEOREXIA: A CAUTIONARY TALE FOR BRIDES-TO-BE.....
NEWS FLASH !!! HUNGER HORMONE TRIGGERS OVEREATING...
DEATH ON THE INTERNET: AN ANOREXIC GIRL'S LAST WORDS...
SHOCKING DIARY OF A YOUNG PRO ANA/MIA GIRL...
A FAT BELLY MAY FUEL DESIRE TO EAT MORE...
ANOREXIA: LAURA CROSS FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE...
WARNING !!! A BULGING BELLY = INCREASED RISK FOR DEMENTIA
ARE WE EMOTIONALLY WHAT WE EAT?
LATE ONSET ANOREXIA...A WOMAN IN HER 40s TALKS ABOUT HER STRUGGLES
BEATING YOURSELF UP ABOUT YOUR WEIGHT??? WELL, REAL WOMEN HAVE CURVES...
WARNING TO ANOREXICS: LANUGO IS NOT PRETTY
ISABELLE CARO and ANOREXIA: HER TRAGIC CHILDHOOD & HER CURRENT STRUGGLE TO SURVIVE...
REMEMBERING WHAT ONCE WAS THE BODY IDEAL...
ANOTHER EATING DISORDER EMERGES: DRUNKOREXIA
ANOREXIA: AN UPDATE FROM SHELLY FROM THE HBO DOCUMENTARY, THIN...
THE KIMKINS STARVATION DIET: ANOREXIA AND BULIMIA NOT ONLY AFFECT WOMEN...
TO ANONYMOUS: THERE IS HOPE FOR YOUR GRANDDAUGHTER...
POLLY WILLIAMS, REST IN PEACE ~ CORRECTION
A DOCTOR STRUGGLES WITH ANOREXIA & OSTEOPOROSIS......
MALE ANOREXIA & BULIMIA: AN UPDATE FROM JOHNNY ON ANOREXIA...
ARE YOU ANOREXIC / BULIMIC / PRO ANA / PRO MIA ?
THE DEADLY KIMKINS DIET & EATING DISORDERS...
THROUGH THE EYES OF AN ANOREXIC...
MALE ANOREXIA & BULIMIA: ANOREXIA AND BULIMIA NOT ONLY AFFECT WOMEN...
KIMKINS & ANOREXIA: WARNING !!! ...
WARNING!!! IF YOU'RE DIABETIC & DOING KIMKINS...
KIMKINS MEMBERS: HERE'S WHY YOU'RE LOSING YOUR HAIR...
PRO-ANA / PRO-MIA: LA DANSE MACABRE
ANOREXIA NERVOSA & BULIMIA NERVOSA...AND THEIR LINK TO THE DEADLY KIMKINS DIET
22 comments:
I don't even know what to say other than ... VERY powerful. Very sad. Very scary.
The best illustration of the endpoint of bulimia/anorexia.
Horrific.
Medusa, I'm going to have to stop reading/watching your blog. My heart is shriveling in despair, not only for her, whose troubles are over, but for me and all those who love an anorexic. Horrible, horrible images for horrid eating disorders. I weep.
anonymous, I am so sorry you are having to deal with a loved one who is suffering from anorexia. My heart goes out to you.
Please understand that the reason for this post particularly, and my other posts dealing with anorexia, bulimia and other eating disorders is to provide information to those who are currently suffering from those EAs as to what may occur if they do not seek help.
I have hundreds and hundreds of hits daily on my blog from people from around the world doing Google searches for information on starvation diets, anorexia, bulimia, pro ana, pro mia, etc. If my posts result in just one of those people reconsidering the pro ana/mia lifestyle or seeking help for an eating disorder then all the time spent blogging about these horrific eating disorders will be worth it.
Please know that I understand your despair. It must be a terrible feeling of helplessness to watch your loved one struggling.
My thoughts are with you.
~ Medusa
larcana and mrsmenopausal, thank you so much for taking the time to leave a comment.
Both the image and the words are horrific but powerful. My only hope is that one person suffering from an EA will really listen to the message and seek help immediately.
Again, thanks for your comments.
Thank you, Medusa. Good post.
OYB
My blog: Kimorexia
Thank you, Medusa. Good post.
OYB
My blog: Kimorexia
i couldn't watch the whole thing.
i've been suffering from bulimia
for over four years now and every time i have a stomach pain, i get scared. this video brought me to tears. no one understands that you don't choose to become bulimic.
it's a horrible disease i hope that
one i can get help before i end up like that girl, because i too am just 94 pounds. god, this makes me wish i could get help before then so badly.
(((Anonymous))
My heart breaks for you. Please call one of the hotlines below for help:
Bulimia/Anorexia Self Help Hotline: 800- 227-4785
Eating Disorders Hotline: 800- 448-4663
Anorexia Nervosa and Associate Disorders 847-831-3438
Youth Crisis Line: 800- HIT-HOME
Thursday's Child National Call Center for at Risk Youth: 800-USA-KIDS
Boys and girls Town National Hotline: 800- 448-3000
Kids Help Phone (Canada): 800-668-6868
The Eating Distress Helpline (Ireland):011-44-2600366
Referrals to Eating Disorder specialists (US and Canada) 800-736-3739
The National Mental Health Association Information Center: 800-969-NMHA
The phone numbers above are from the blog Weighing the Facts, which is a wonderful resource blog for those who are suffering from bulimia, anorexia, and other eating disorders. Please take a moment to read the very important and helpful posts there regarding bulimia.
There is also a great website called We Bite Back, and it has support and resource forums for those who are suffering from bulimia and other eating disorders. Please check it out here:
We Bite Back.
Much love to you, anonymous, and I hope you seek help immediately.
All the very best to you in your recovery,
~ Medusa
{{{{{Anonymous}}}}}}}}
Please reach out for help. Tell someone. If you are a minor, seek out a trusted adult and tell them.There are many resources to help you. Call one or more of the numbers Medusa has listed.
Here are some resources listed on my blog:
Resources
We Bite Back is an excellent site where you'll find so much support, information, and guidance. Please check it out, post, ask for help.
Here is the website for Anorexics and Bulimics Anonymous:
Anorexics and Bulimics Anonymous
The first step is to reach out. As hard as that may feel to you, it is key. Please do it.
I wish you all the best. If I can help in anyway please let me know.
You would be welcome at We Bite Back. We all positively encourage one another towards recovery, sustained health and happiness. It is possible with the support of others.
On We Bite Back, we feel that by supporting one another and striving to live healthier for the sake of our friends we make online is a big part of the recovery process. We influence each other. We learn from each other.
Bulimia can be beaten. Sometimes we need help getting ourselves back on track and there's no shame in that. Food issues strike most people at some point in their lives. Strive to prolong the period of time between purges. When you slip up and purge again, count the time you went without a purge and work on beating your time. Each time, work harder to prolong the time since the last time you resorted in purging. Find better coping mechanisms for your negative emotions when they come up. Know what situations, people and thoughts trigger your behavioral patterns.
Make friends, even anonymously, who will be a positive influence in your struggle to beat this. That will make all the difference.
ANONYMOUS:
please, i would just like to join the others in urging you to seek recovery. i think that medusa's powerful blog can be a jumping point for you - allow it to push you into rebuilding your life!
i know you can do it. i believe that bulimia can be beaten. i wouldn't have said that myself even a year ago, but i truly believe in your recovery with all my heart.
please do join us at WeBiteBack.com - Muse's site is a thing of beauty and the support of the over two thousand wise, caring and totally understanding recovering individuals is indescribably valuable.
recovery IS real. the way you live can change.
there is hope and possibility.
i'm rachel, you are most welcome to email me at any time.
xxxxxxxoxoxoxoxoxx.
take care.
muse and rachel,
Thank you both SO much for posting your messages to anonymous.
I truly hope she joins you at We Bite Back and gets the help and support she needs.
Anonymous, just click the link below to We Bite Back where you can contact both muse and rachel.
We Bite Back
It takes just seconds to register there and you'll be welcomed with open arms.
thank you for posting that - it was incredibly hard to look at and listen to...but it was well worth it - thank you!
Anonymous, you're very welcome, and thanks so much for your comment.
Both the picture and the audio are heartbreaking, and my hope is that someone who is suffering from bulimia, who may not be aware of its deadly consequences, will seek help immediately.
Again, many thanks for taking the time to comment.
Thank you so much for posting this blog. I was searching for pro ana websites, because I was considering that lifestyle, when I came across your site. It made me realize how dangerous anorexia and bulimia really can be. You are truly making a positive difference in the world, and you have probably saved many, many lives through this blog.
THANK YOU
{{{Anonymous}}}
Thanks SO much for taking the time to leave your wonderful comment. You did my heart good.
I'm so thankful you reconsidered the pro ana lifestyle. It's the road to an early grave, and so many who embrace the lifestyle are unaware that when they are not taking in enough calories, the body starts attacking muscles, including the heart. And when that happens, it's too late.
Again, thank you SO much for your very kind comments. I can't tell you how much I appreciate them.
Hugs...
i was mia and moved to ana, but have any of you actually sat down and thought what ana means to half us, she's my comfort, she's my teacher. We are the way we are because yes its a disease but what about the things that have happend to us to make us this way? everyone can preach and everyone can say how sad it is and how bad it is but none of you are us, none of you have been through half of what we have and still go through,
one idiot in my life one stupid idiot, made me feel dirty and used and worthless and thats when my disorder(s) started, because of one selfish idiot. And im on the sites daily recovery and pro, sometimes what is said makes sense and sometimes i dont know where they got half there info from.
Ana is not my enemy, Ana is my friend, she never leaves me, i wake up with her go through the day with her and finally fall asleep with her. out of everyone that has abondoned me, she's the only one that has stuck right by me.
Im sorry im just extremely upset right now, im angry im hurt, and im takeing it out on you and its not fair. its just not fair, i know why some of them kill themselves because on days like these you cant take very much of anything.
i cant take very much of anything anymore...
if i upset anyone im sorry.
Anonymous
{{{Anonymous}}}
Please don't apologize for "taking it out" on me or the other posters here. If you need to vent, please do.
You were hurt terribly and your anger is justifiable.
Please remember that although ana may be your friend now in helping you have some control in your life, she is a fickle and dangerous friend who will betray you.
Please, anonymous, check out the website, We Bite Back (the link is in one of my previous comments above). It's a fantastic website and members there are wonderful & supportive.
If you just want to talk or need to vent, please don't hesitate to e-mail me at gorgon@2medusa.com
I will do whatever I can to help you.
Hugs to you,
Medusa
I just want to say that i suffered from bulimia for 4 years. After i moved out of my parents house and started going out with this guy who treated me like a dirt. But then i realized i can be better and the day i dumped him i dumped my disease. Its 3 years after it now and i do have weird feelings about it but so far it didnt come back. But the fight with it is still on somewhere inside of me.
Medusa thanks for doing this great work and good luck. I hope your blog will help loads of people.
Take care
(((Anonymous)))
Congratulations to you on your recovery. You are incredibly strong and I'm sure will be able to keep those bulimic "voices" at bay.
And thank you so much for your very kind words. I really appreciate it.
PS I noticed that the video on my post is no longer available from YouTube.
Please check out this blog post where the transcript of the original video has been posted:
http://www.2medusa.com/2008/09/bulimia-killswarning-graphic-pictures.html
do you think its going to help???
those who are pro ana/mia knows it
everyone knows that its deasese and it can kill u, but beeing thin is what we want. they say 'die to be thin' and mean it not that they think 'die' is a joke. its 4 real and some people who try to recover need help not someone who say it kills. obv its like telling someone who smokes that it kills its not gonna make them stop.
and don't tell me I don't know anything bout it coz u the one who randomly found the diary...
and i'm not being mean, but this doesn't help
id you want to write bak ma email is butterfly_dot@op.pl
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